Go forward, whether you take a low paying job or not. It's not about how much you make per hour...it's about you, your self-esteem...sometimes the best thing in life we can do is take a step backwords.
After I threw out my ex-abf, the same weekend I started looking for a job...not for financial reasons, I was running my own business from my home, I just knew I needed to get out of my home.
I was in retirement, had been a high powered executive for 25 years, took an early retirement that was offered. I work for peanuts now, I make for an hour what I made for 10 min previously, yet, it helped me. New faces,a chance to apply my skills...it is my salvation.
Taking classes are fine, we have many professional students in the world. It can become a very comfortable venue.
I read your responses to others posts, you seem to have it all together, are you applying the same advice to you?
You hold the key to your future, to your mental well-being, the ball is in your court...your turn to serve.
Dolly