I have looked all over place for alternative programs, the only one that might actually do me some good is SMART, but they are not doing anything in the Austin area. The online thing might help a little I guess. I guess it just has to come back to me and my decisions. I am committed to my sobriety, but I just can not turn my life over to a shower curtain or what ever else.
Oh yeah, thank you everybody for the encouraging words and ideas.