Hello All
I am glad to hear (though sorry you share) my - what can I say - anxiety freakazoids?
I have slipped (got p*ssed/drunk) in the past week and I really thought I wouldn't. I had almost 5 months under my belt and, despite squirrels, was at least sober.
Which has been bloody hard won - you know what I mean.
What happened? I don't know - I have an idea though. My eldest son (16)needed some help with his exam coursework and I helped him very effectively. I have been a bit behind with some reporting for my work and I completed it. Sound familiar? I "rewarded" myself with my worst nemesis.
I did well, I had a few beers. Yawn. Thankfully nothing "happened".
Doh! - I do not want to drink. I am back on path but part of me wanted to come back on here and lie (sorry!) G*d - even on a website!
Part of me is thinking - is AA the only way I will be free of this sh*t?
Antabuse seems not to be an option here (Drs will NOT do it) - I am thinking of online pharmacies but maybe AA is the way?
Bummer
Best wishes
Jane