Josie

Well,

I guess my oldest has totally given up.
He has been kicked out of his classes for
missing too much, he drug tests only when
he is clean and he never goes to meetings.
So I don't know. I sit here and ask why,
why, why????????

How can anyone choose 5 years in prison and
3 years of parole when he only has 6 months of court requirements to go? Why doesn't he care? The drugs and alcohol have won again.
My youngest came by yesterday and he has
given up also. 21 years old and all washed
up according to him. I just lost it and
broke down and cried. I can't stand it,
I just can't stand it.

And I have to believe this is as everything
is supposed to be right now.
I have never felt so powerless.
I want to run but there's nowhere to go.
So I guess I'll go to Walmart.

Hugs,