To start with I didn't even know I was getting withdrawals till they got to the point where I'd get out of the car to go into work 11am and I'd start panicking,crying and breathing funny.
Then I for some reson would think to myself it's just everything getting to me.
My life, so if I have a drink Ill relax.
The second I had a couple of seps I'd be fine.
I still didn't know then, It was my doctor that said I had a problem.
After a while I tryed to think back to when it all started which is really hard because I had been drinking most of the time so it's mostly blurred out of my memory.
I think it stared 3 years ago. Mmm . . . .
xXx angel