anns,
Thank you! You always know what to say to make the hurt less painful. I don't feel so alone when I know others have gone through what I have - and unfortunately, I think some probably have had worst!
Thanks for the comment about letting go of the "chaos, drama, and fear". That's exactly what it's been like - too much chaos, too much drama, and oh, the fear! Yes, enough, already. I am SO ready to let it all go.
I know I just just have to be patient a little while longer for that peace and serene calm after the storm......