Jeri,
I have been doing really good. Feeling good. Been having some nightmares about him. But other than that I have finally come out of the fog of my own low self esteem. Hard to explain and I know it's not like "I'm cured!" but this week I really did begin to see that I am worth more. I've been exercising and styling my hair and bought a few clothes that actually fit. Accepting that I am worth those things instead of neglecting myself as I have been.