the concept of god was too big for me to embrace right away. i did not feel it. then i read a quick little read called "embraced by the light" by betty jean eadie. it changed my life. started me onto the path of spirituality.
i used to try to read the bible, and it looked like gibberish to me....like a foreign language. after reading embraced by the light....this was at one of my lowest points in life.....i picked up the bible, and it was if scales fell from my eyes, and the words flowed smoothly for me with understanding.
from then on out, it was a leap of faith.
you are searching, and it will come.
love to you
jeri