For 10yrs I felt that I was seriously sick, mental, My AH made me feel the same way you are feeling now. I thought I was stupid, didn't get it ect. He also made me feel less then him. I thought i was the sick one and that I needed the help. I did but not for the reasons I thought at first. I thought I was mentaly crazy he made me feel like I made it all up.
Guess what? i'm not crazy..just a little insicure about myself and he palyed on that. i wanted to make his life good, make up for what his Mom did wrong.So you see we were bad for eachother. He would twist my thoughts, words everything. I'm just realizing it and it is painful to think that i let him do thid to me. You will understand what I'm saying one day. Stay healthy and work on you!
Love, Lynne