could be worse, you could have died on that relaps. hell im 24 now and got sober at 22, since then i have gone back to college, make good grades, have awsome new sober friends. Life is good for me, and only by the grace of God. Not much of anything i did to get to where i am. But, the most important thing to me is my sobriety and if i put anything before that then eventually ill be the one typing a relaps post.