rfanchnyc...Welcome to SR...
You have taken the first step admitting that you have a problem...
If you keep doing what your doing...You will keep getting what your getting, plain and simple...
Stick around this site, post and read. Some very knowledgeble people here to give you their views and personal experiences as to what alcohol has done to their lives...
And BTW, your only 22, all is not gone. It probably will be though, if you continue your path of destruction with alcohol...
One day at a time.
Steve
