My life is insane
Hey everyone, just wanted to post and say hi. Im a 22 yr old male living in colorado. Relapsed about 2 months ago and just cant seem to quit drinking. I was in treatment in may for 30 days and it was a good experience but im sad that i havent followed through with my recovery. New Years kind of set me off...i was with my good friends that night and they were like asking me if it felt werid not drinking..and all of that stuff and i decideded to get some drinks and get drunk.. I didnt have much fun cause of the guilt and shame. I used to be a student at a private school in NYC, and had all of these goals and dreams. I used to be so smart, and a big nerd..and i feel like that is all gone. Hope you are all having a good new year!