Thankyou Taz, Steve - for sharing. There's a part of me that thinks about whether I'm making a big deal out of nothing...but when I think about the experiences I've had thus far - and read the posts from your experiences - it helps me see that this isn't something that will go away - or 'get better'...I'm 30....when I was in my early 20s I got away with thinking I was 'normal'...but I was never normal. And although I could still be considered 'normal' depending on the crowd I associate myself with - I know something's not right...and I don't want to spend the next years spinning my wheels in reverse!!