Wow. What an awesome post. You have a truly admirable depth of spirit. I am so glad you have had such a wonderful day today, you certainly deserve it. I know how deep your heart is with love and compassion for others. I have seen you give that love to newcomers who find themselves lost in a meeting, and I've seen you give it to me when I was in one of my own "dark times".
You truly are a very special woman and I know your HP is keeping you close to his own heart thru these days.
Mike