Welcome Harleygirl,
You have found great place, don't feel like you can't post because you are still drinking. The main point her is you have realized you have a problem and have the desire to quit.
Keep reading the stories help.
There is nothing that I do that i didn't once do drunk or atleast buzzed which iI think is really just a drunks way of tring to say they are weren't really drinking (including going to church) so everythings a trigger for me.
ust decide you don't to drink today and don't
we will be here to help