Hi, km7. Remember the world looks different through the bottom of a glass. Seems like everyone drinks when what you've been doing is hanging around everyone who drinks. I found out there were really a lot more people in the world whose major form of entertainment wasn't getting plastered.
If you're in Brooklyn, there's about every kind of meeting you can imagine going on, and a lot you wouldn't imagine. You are going to have so much company, you won't believe it.
Trust God, OK? He's going to take better care of you than you took of yourself. I am personally willing to promise you that!