new, full of question, feeling lonely
ive been sober for 2 weeks and i havent told my friends yet. i have avoided going out to resist temptation. my entire social life is based around drinking and i dont know how to have friendships without alcohol. what am i supposed to do every weekend? my friends are heavy drinkers, but none of them are alcoholics. i feel if i asked one of them to come to the movies on a saturday night with me instead of going to a bar, i would be such a burden. i feel so isolated and i can not imagine having a sober life outside of going to work and coming home. i have only been to 2 meetings, and i havent seen anyone my age(23) to become friends with. i just want one sober friend around my age to watch a movie with, or get some dinner.i think it would make the weekend easier. is it possible? it is a good idea? will i feel like an outast forever?