HELL NO! YOU CAN'T GO! HELL NO! YOU CAN'T GO!
That's what we're here for Beezy.....everyone is here to help everyone else.....when one of us is having a tough time, the rest of us are here to help them through. If anything, it reminds us (me anyways) that there are people out there worse off than me. I don't know if i could deal with the death of a young child......i'm almost positive i'd be drinking....i'm just not strong enough to even consider doing it sober, but reality is...none of us know what we would do until we had to do it.
Keep posting Beezy, i hope the doctor can help get you back on track.....but just know that we're all here to listen.