christmas?
Christmas?
the spirit of goodwill and all that eh? All day ive been crying, ive got to go home for christmas in two weeks, the fun starts here.
i dont have a family anymore, i have a dad, a mum, a brother and a sister but no family.
I tried so hard for so long to keep my family. my dad's talking about putting up the decorations.........why? why pretend? all it'll amount to is a row over something and then we'll go again. back to our own seperate lives.
what did we do? all of us? even my mum? why weren't we enough for her. if my love wasn't good, strong enough for her, how can i love anyone else?
i'm so lonely.