the emotional rollercoaster is what gets me in trouble
I definetly know what you mean about the emotional rollercoaster. From what I have heard, read and am tryng to deal with is a tough one. If you have a doctor maybe they can get you some omood stabilizer medicine for a little while. Mine seem to be helping a little but some days are harder than others and I just have to keep trying and getting to meetings and keep posting on this forum.
May you have a happy peaceful day !