Hi and welcome!
I have experienced bi-polar through my son and my sister as well as many people in the rooms of AA. There is plenty of hope! Ridding your body of drugs (non-prescribed) will allow you and your doctor to find the meds that will work to stabilize you and then life will get better. It can be done.
Congratulations on this huge first step. Stay the course and don't give up!
Hugs,
Kellye