Would have been Enough for:
Any of the mansions I walk past daily (never had)
More cars than I can drive at one time (haven't)
All the latest electronic media (haven't)
Things to help me cook (a few, are still in boxes)
Space to live well and host friends (only ever had for a short time)
Ability to promote myself wholesomely (never had)
A Wife (never had)
Several beautiful children (never had)
Six figure embezzler against myself - and the first figure is not a 1
(I don't see myself as alcholic/addict only - have several "invisible" diisabilities, without appropriate support - have to guard against self pity
At least I'm alive and can post here. A couple of non-institutional professionals are beginning to show interest but I don't know how much good can be done now)