i drank because it was my time to relax, i drank because i could let it all hang out, i drank cause it felt food,i drank because i felt bad, i drank because then i was prettier,smarter, and wayyyyyyyyy more fun even though i am quite the character sober. all these excuses are just that! excuses, i drank because it altered my mind, now i deal with what's on my mind without the embarrasemnt, humilitiation, hangovers, and without the alcohol or anything that will alter my mind. if i even think of drinking i play the tape in my mind ummmmmm first drink good, makes me looser, 2nd drink yep definatnly looser and a whole lot smarter .. tape goes on , and on and ALWAYS bad ending