Well, I've ballparked the numbers before & it's disgusting.
Over 20+ yrs., all the dope & booze, I figure it's over 100K.
Now that's an addiction!
One to be taken seriously.
Very, very, VERY SERIOUSLY.
It's a disease, suggust you don't try to get sober by yourself.
It would be like operating on yourself, if you were diagnosed with cancer.
Get involved with SOME sort of formal program.
It's difficult enough. Increase your odds!