evening friend
oh, friend, i'm so sorry you are hurting. i understand, i really do. it's ok to hurt. just let it happen. in the past, i would hurt so badly, i thought i was losing my mind.....still do at times, but it comes further and further apart now.
it comes and go.....at least it did for me. was the same as a death in my family, only worse.
blessings to you friend
tomorrow will be better
jeri