I'm so sorry that my earlier post sounded uncaring and harsh. I've been told by Mark123 that my post was an "FU" to everyone who picked up a bottle. I'm not sure exactly where my head was at when I posted, I think that you're email sounded a little aloof and I replied in the same manner. I feel horrible that I was so insensitive. Especially since I spent a year "relapsing". Maybe that's why it's hard for me see others struggling -- I see part of me in you. Life is about choices ... even the little, little ones. You can make a choice to start over and begin new and fresh. Please forgive me if I hurt you or anyone else struggling.
Kathy