hi thanks for all the replys!
out on a limb...i think u got it spot on,i have just always been an angry person and just realising that, understanding that im not wrong in feeling the way i do instead of blaming myself for not being able to cope with the situation and then all the guilt and everything else that goes with it.....i think just being able to say I WAS NOT TO BLAME! That little girl deserved better! and really beleiving it.....has been huge for me, i hope i can work thru this and move on
thanx so much emz
i want to forgive my parents eventually, i have ALWAYS understood thier illiness since being tiny and having to help them to bed but i refuse to deny my feelings and my rights anymore.....they can take all the anger, tears, upset,confusion,guilt and helplesness back i dont want it its theirs they r welcum 2 it
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