(((((((((kermit)))))))))))
I still cry and my XAH has been gone for 16 months and married the hooch last week that he cheated on us with but every day is better and better...it does get easier - I have alot of triggers and that sets me off very quickly and you will too. Watch for them ok. You can't get better until you go through this phase of the process. It has to happen and because you love him it hurts alot more. If you didn't and if we didnt love ours we wouldn't feel the pain to the degree that we do. That just tells us that we are human and we feel. We aren't numb anymore. Take care sweetie.
Janit