Today was better. I'm way to busy at work to even think about anything else.i do miss my kids. At this time of the month I work an average of 12hrs a day and I'm a hour awayso that at least 14 so I feel really bad this time of the month. I have to depended on my 16yr old to much. She is so awsome at this time and I'm greatful to have her. I just feel like she just shouldn't have to be the one helping out. Shes 16 for heavens sake. I'm very tired so I'm off to try and get some sleep. Good night everyone.