((((kermit))))
I was going to write this on the other thread: beware now of the down days. You've gotten over a huge hurdle and the emotions go every which way, including sorrow. Even now, after I finish a big paperwork task for the divorce I cry a little. Who knows why? I talk it out in therapy. It's change and it's hard, but it's good. You'll see. You ask a lot of good questions; have you talked to a therapist?
Be kind to yourself through these times - you will be ok. You will find love again, when the time is right. You will be stronger because of all you do today.