Broken
My heart keeps breaking more and more. I want to get this guy out of my system, I know on the serfice I'm strong and doing all the right things. But i'm a wreck inside. Sometimes I just can't stop crying. Today is one of those days. I feel weak and scared. So I caome here and tell all of you because my friends and family have no idea how badly I hurt. I'm scared things will never get better for me. I know that I'm doing a great job taking care of everything I'm responsiable for but i'm dying alittle each day. And I want to feel normal, whole again.
Why am I always so hard on my self? Why am I affraid of being alone (mate) for the rest of my life? the way my heart has been broken why do I want someone to love me? Why does it mean so much to me to have that someone special? I don't even have time for anyone.Why am I so insicure (SP) about myself?
I hate ME today