You have lots of company with your problem, it is called alcoholism. I had a tough time making it to AA meetings at first, because I never had a lot of the problems others had called the "yets". I had not had a DUI, lost a job or missed any work, no physical problems, and only my family was aware of the drinking. I am sure if I continued all of the Yets would come true. I am greatful to be sober, and find great support in AA. When I messed up and drank they were not judgemental, and told me to keep coming back! They truly understood my obsession with drink! I know people stay sober other ways, but this girl is greatful for AA.