I promise i wont drink, i'll never take another drink if it means that i never have to take another pill. im not willing to take that chance, ever! infact im going to an aa meeting in the morning before i go the game. i guess im trying to rationalize using again. im an alcoholic too, aren't i? i get it. whether it be pills, or pot, or beer, or wine, or cocaine its all the same. im an addict, my name is will, and im an alcoholic, addict! and i always will be, but today, right now im a recovering alcoholic, addict and im so greatful for that. and even more greatful for the help and advice and concern you all have so freely given me. thank you all!