Originally Posted by denny57
That someone will take what I share from my heart and some day use it to mock me and it. That was a family game and I hated it.
Hey Cuz,
My family too, my fears are the same. All my life I have felt that way. I have a tendency to be very unapproachable, some say cold. I've been told I have a hard heart. I really think I am a very caring person but it takes me a long time to let someone in. I 've been battling old demons with all that has happened with my AH. It has been very difficult to not put my walls back up and become my old hard a** self.
Rejection is big for me too. I cannot handle it in any way. I have been consistently rejected for the last three years. It hurts. It's really done a number on my self esteem.
