Keep coming back here - you'll find the answer to what you have to do. It may not be the answer you want but it will most certainly be the answer you need.
Take care.
D.xxx
It sounds pretty clear that you have an addictive brain wiring and that you can continue to go from one thing to another unless you stop the addictive behavior, full stop. I wish you well and hope you are able to see your pattern with clear eyes.
Thanks for the support c'est la vie and Wee Dee
(and again, everyone else). I never knew one could be addicted to goats cheese. I'll defintely stick around. I'm starting to believe I have an addictive personality. I guess, I've always known it, but I was in denial. Today I had no alcohol, and am still weaning, only 100 mg of caffiene. Wahoo!! I am having caffiene withdraw symptoms typing this.