BigMatt

Dear All

I detoxed several months ago since then I have had 3 relapses,but until last night I was doing ok.

I CANT SLEEP.

I drank last night to go to sleep,I woke up this morning and felt so bad,ironically i went to a job interview and did ok(lucky im in sales!)

Then(maybe its an excuse)feeling so lost,dissapointed,thinking of my beautiful wife and how ive let herdown,I drank again.

I cant sleep,some nights none,some nights a couple of hrs restless slumber.

Im killing myself with sleeping tablets,last night I took 5 times the dose to go to sleep.

Can anyone tell me im not alone?

Thanks in advance

Matt