I'm crying as i write this, because i was so arrogant to think that i had everything sorted in my world!
For a while there, alcohol was my best friend, not to the extent that i neglected my son, but near enough to make me realise stop.
I guess just one drop is enough. i've made the first step and went to a meeting last night (Thursday). I was Scared but i went in anyway, and i was welcomed.
Thank you, my friends!