I don't really know if I qualify for alanon. My dad died of alchohism. My mother raised 8 kids, i the youngest alone. I'm 40 now. He died when I was 6. Some of here codependant ways I think might have rubbed off onto me, but she was not drunk.
I don't know sometimes I just don't know where I fit in.
I'm pretty bad today. I've been doing pretty good so far, but today I just want to say F' it. I don't even have a reason why. I just am so mad at everyone and doing everything they ask and getting nothing in return. Then I can't even take my drink.
Plus I'm getting so fat. I thought if I quit drinking beer I'd lose weight.
I'm sorry everyone. I"m not very funny these last two days.