We can convince ourselves of any and everything, and usually we are able to see where we have been wrong. Which have you wanted to do more drink beer or not drink beer? I doubt you have ever said that I am going to drink every day for the rest of my life, but I am sure that you have said I am never going to drink again. Have you ever said I am going to drink beer everyday for the next thirty days, probably not? Not having withdrawals or never being in trouble is not a justification for drinking. If you need justification for not drinking, then make it "I am not drinking so I don't get into trouble and I don't go through withdrawal.
Thank you for being a beautiful person who has gone 30 days without drinking.
Thank you for posting
And most importantly
Thank you for listening to me, I needed it.
We all live in the shadows, on the edge of where the darkness lies.