Guess what! She just called back. She is back home with her BF. She thanked me for forgiving her and him for all they have done to me and the kids. I asked her that the only repayment I wanted was for the both of them to get sober, stay in touch with the girls and her family, find a Church home.....and go to service. All things are possible through God.
Honestly, I will not be shocked by anything they do or don't do. But its hard not to hope. I will be viligent with my kids, and protect them emotionally and physically as best i can. The relationship she had with her children is gone, but perhaps one day they can have a relationship......maybe even a good one!
Hope............isn't that fundamental to our nature? Or am I a fool?????