Hi OnceNice,
Sorry your in a bit of a funk, I hope you perk up soon. There are lots of "beer onlys" on here, I'm sure they will be along. For now, I just wanted to say that you may be getting a case of the 30 day "maybe it wasn't all that bad's" I know, I'm getting toward a month myself here, and wondering the same thing.
Just trying to remember how much better I've been feeling the last month. I'm happy for your progress, keep up the good work.
Steve