It got worse
Hi, I am Danielle, I posted here before. MY dad got much worser in the alcohol, he is stealing money from my mom but now he is begging her for money and she gives it to him and i tell her not to. Then on last Saturday he wnted a $20 for lunch but he ended up spending it all on beer then complaining to my mom that he needs more that he needs to get stuff that he NEEDS, and he lied and got more beer and heavy stuff. I tried to hide the money but my dad ended up like yelling at me and trying to hit me saying i get all the money when he gets a $20 every week of the year thats not right everytime it goes to beer and plus the money he steals. Then when my mom gets tips he takes it, when he gets tips when he works he grabs the money and says No its mine and u cant have any, eversince iwas small he never wanted to spend any money on me it was either money i saved or my mom using it for my clothes my dad just used it on beer which still pisses me off. Then on last Sunday he was drunk and he wouldnt move to get going for anything and I came home, he said he needed the car, he dont seem he wants me to be out anywhere. I tried to motivate him to go do what my mom says but he just tells me to shut the F*ck up and get out of here. Then he moves he calls me the *sshole and dumbass. He always makes fun of the music i listen to also and I never make fun of his music he makes a big thing for everything. Yesterday I threw a Paper Towel just LIL papertowel at him he got mad and threw his Flipflop at me, and acted like a lil kid, and then he kicked me and told me to pick it up and when he leaves all his stuff on the floor i havge to pick that lil thing up gosh couldnt he have done it? He is really fat and sh*t, its not right it aint right, the other day idid something bad like really bad I took X and it didnt do nothing much it just made me more myself it seemed and i wished it would have killed me and yet i want more for that reason. I think im going to get addicted, and that alateen i dont have time for i try to keep up with everything and im sick today also, im like falling apart. I gotta keep up with school and i have to take care of my mom its hard for me to have any free time ever its just my mom dont like me out pass 9pm even though i am legal and i can stay out much later i just listen to her because im the only child but its going to lead me down somewher eidont want to go and im going to be sorry for myself which idont want to be. Even though im starting to be already, everything just screwed up and I do know there is people out there worser then me and my heart goes out to them.