I could of wrote your post myself. I am 10 days sober and I used to binge excessively when I was single (every weekend) have blackouts, make an ass out of myself etc.. Now it only happens about once every 3 months were I get super drunk. The rest of the time, I am trying to control once or twice a week like yourself. 2-3 drinks however alot of the times I stop because I know I have too. I think with time it gets worse and you want to drink more and more. I think we are just fooling ourselves.. I played that game of not more than 2-3.. It works for a little while and than bang.. All hell breaks loose.. Good luck to you.
Joanne