Ur Sponsor is on his way, Brad... : ) what if u have a "pigeon" you are helping ..sponsoring urself....r u being extremely HONEST with him? Are u being Honest with urself? What would u tell ur sponsee? Lets see....ok ive been sober for this long and im still holding onto this little bag....just in case....what will ur little sponsee say or think as he's on his road to recovery....Well my Sponsor thinks its ok to have a little stash....just as long as i dont use it...i just like having it around as a reminder....ill go get me a stash and hide it too for just such emergencies....i may never use it...but i feel comfortable having it near by. Hmmmmmm...then he grows in recovery and has a bad day...and ur little sponsee uses...because u showed him that it was ok to keep a stash as a reminder.... hmmmmm
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CUNNING, BAFFLING AND POWERFUL