So good to hear from you MK!!!
I have been real sick with a chest infection, just doesn't want to go away. I am slowly getting well though! Today I am feeling hopeful and clinging to the hope that I will make it through this, and you will too sweetie! I just know it.
The time will come when taking those pills is worse than any hellish withdrawals, because the withdrawals only have to be one time-the using hell can be the rest of your life. I'm praying for you and have you in my thoughts!!