Jess..I used to think that anger was a useless emotion. Not true for me.
This kind of thing that happened wiht you and G was exactly what it took me to be able to let go..completely. .
Its ok to get angry..what you learn from it and how you channel the anger is whats important.. for me anyways..
Do you really want to drive a minvan for the rest of your life, btw?
Think about how much fun it will be when shes an adult and you can go shopping!