Well I didn't deive by haven't even tried to call.The worse thing that could happen is a officer at my door, but untill then I will live my life the best I can. I will worrie and I WILL love him. I'm scared but I will live my life. I went to back to school night for my son. I have soooooo much support there too. Even the princiable said that "I'm here for you as a friend" how awsome is that? I'm so overwhellmed happy, sad, GREATFUL yet scared for my AH. The love I have for this man is so strong that letting go is the hardest thing I have ever done. Thanks for checking up one me