I did it.
Well I did it this morning. I went to the lawyer's office. Give them my information paid them my money and she said she would have the papers ready to proof on Monday. She said after we signed it would be 60 days until the court date and I would have to go before the judge and he would ask a couple of questions and I would be divorced.
Kinda strange - there is no regret or tears. I thought there might, but none.