Thanks Phoenix.
Wake up call, yes, and I've certainly had so many of those over the years. But I want to live sober. Be healthy and clean. I want to look like Kate Hudson! :shades: and I'm not going to look anywhere near my best; or be of any help to anyone in or out of recovery if I keep dabbling. I am 100% an addict/ alcoholic.
I must keep green the feeling of this "thing" on my arm, because it's bigger, and hurts.
I'm so glad I found this site, when I was trying to find out online what to do about the abcess. I will keep using it. In addition to all the other resources that I've been given.
HUGS,
tiacity