Ut oh..
I quit drinking august 6th. I was in the hosptial over the 11th and the 12. Last weekend I had the kids, today (this weekend) is dad's turn..
I have not drank a drop in 19 days. I didn't even have any thoughts about it and even boasted that I was not arguing with myself over drinking.
Well, tonight is the first night, I will be alone.. without kids since I stopped drinking and I have already caught myself asking myself.. wonder if I can just have ONE beer. I have never been hoome alone and not drinken, this will be the first night.. so think positive thoughts, that I don't throw it all out the window on a stupid whim.